Who knows?

I'm dizzy and disturbed

Just at the moment things seem to be very diffcult - I keep hearing the same expression from the people I work with - "nothing left in the tank"

It sounds about right...

I feel like a sputtering engine, low on fuel, struggling to keep going...

I'm tired, but not from lack of sleep

I'm depressed, but not because of any events

I'm lonely and miserable - which may explain the depression.

I don't quite know how to get myself out of this situation either.

I'm thinking about it though.

And tomorrow I have to write. I have to work. I have to start finding answers.